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Name: Brandon
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 8/26/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: Anything that is fun and exciting im into. I like to have a fun time and have tons of laughs, and i like to party and drink. Wow what a typical college guy eh? Oh im also an artist and i go to the Art institute of dallas even though i live in denton right by unt. Go figure what a killer drive. Studying to be a graphic designer and am currently going after my bachelors there. Tons more interests but you just going to have to figure that out on your own.
Expertise: Art, studying, partying, and just having a good time.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 8/4/2004

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Three sleepless nights
this isnt how its supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to get back to me

i will wait for you forever
if you just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me

it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends

it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me
and better then me

but your head is elsewhere
and im talking enough for both of us
when will you see its not (its not) so easy for me

your careless
and whisper
insulting
and bruising

and i thought
that you said
things were improving

these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
away

i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening? (dont say that we can still be friends)

erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days ( what is inside me what have i done)
and throw them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)
as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
i stay up nights (if you are still pretending this is whats right)
until stars leave the sky (why cant you look at me can you only see)
knowing what MY DREAMS CAN TAKE AWAY (one side, your side, can take away)

walk away from me
this night is done

this song basically explains exactly what i am feeling right now. Its so easy to move on when someone else is there but if you have nobody then you sit and ponder and your heart yerns.

sigh....im sad today but ill be ok. Im a strong boy


Tuesday, April 26, 2005

GOD I FEEL FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kljasd; kfha;osdhgp aishd;kljd;kja;kdf;ska


Tuesday, April 19, 2005

update-
so this weekend was fun. Had a pretty kickass party on friday if i do say so myself. Our best one yet cause around 4 ppl got trashed, myself being one of them. Other then that its now tuesday and i have only two more days of work at kb toys. And i can not wait to get done working there because i am completely sick of that job. Still working out and thats working really good for me cause im now under 200 pounds and almost back to my original weight in highschool. Plus i can tell im building muscle and that kicksassssssssssssssssssssssss.  Have some big events coming up. This weekend i will be with family friday and saturday at certain times of the days because my brothers are making something for the church.  Also this weekend alex will be in town, so i will be hanging with that man especially since i have nowhere to work this weekend. KICKASS. And then next weekend we are going to austin which will be pretty sweet. One last bash with the fun people down there, and always a drunken state of mind. Once again life is good and i really cant complain to to much about it right now. BOOYAH
lata


Thursday, April 14, 2005

update-
stole this from chuttys site cause im just freaking bored out of my mind and to lazy to clean for tomorrow or do laundry, but i do think its pretty damn true what came up.

Your dating personality profile:

You matched the following traits:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile:

You match with women who have following traits:

Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart.


Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked

1. Liberal
2. Athletic
3. Adventurous
4. Funny
5. Wealthy/Ambitious
6. Sensual
7. Stylish
8. Shy
9. Romantic
10. Intellectual

Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked

1. Athletic
2. Outgoing
3. Funny
4. Adventurous
5. Practical
6. Conservative
7. Sensual
8. Intellectual
9. Big-Hearted
10. Wealthy/Ambitious


Wednesday, April 13, 2005

da da da-
Currently sitting around bored and waiting for class today from 1-5. But its all good cause me and shane have classes at the same time so we can carpool and save some gas and not be so bored. BUT IM ROCKIN OUT TO AFI RIGHT NOW......YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ok if that doesnt explain how bored i am then im not sure. Oh also currently discussing a get together friday with natalie and one of her friends from out of town. Could be a party....woot woot.  School today is art history in which i have the same teacher that ive had for my other art classes. She is a cool, old, down to earth lady but she makes us watch these videos and i just get so god damn bored. And then im like the only one about to fall asleep cause with me if im not active and im just sitting around ill probably pass out. My friday class is cool though. life drawing three with pastels. Never used pastels before so im sure ill be very aggravated, my teacher even told me so cause i have a very unique way of shading. do do do do sooo bored. Oh and yes party friday...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ok im out
lata



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